February
sheds its long grey cloak
moth eaten
in impatient expectation
of brighter days.
is that spring
I hear whispering
in the trilling chinook?
February
sheds its long grey cloak
moth eaten
in impatient expectation
of brighter days.
is that spring
I hear whispering
in the trilling chinook?
nursing hyetal
hernia, mother nature
bursts through all restraints
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I slip my feet into your shoes
wrinkling my nose
while I distract myself
from the odor
of sweat and rough pebbled roads and
difference.
I remember the first time
a person of color told me
she had grown up
thinking white people
smell funny
like wet dogs
and cringe under barrage
of memory –
my defensive inner monologue
(thank the goddess it was my inner voice)
at how wet dogs smell
GROSS
I pride myself on being
clean
and my naivete clamoring
I don’t have a smell
though of course
we all smell of something
and perhaps I
reeked
of unacknowledged privilege.
I brace myself
embrace the experience
bury ringed and painted toes
in concrete shod heels
gird ankles as I lace up
tighten the knots
haves and have nots
reinforce resolve.
white-collared fingers
split and crack
while flipping the coarse hewn pages
in the atlas of your journey.
I mimic Nellie Bly
hell-bent on exposé
ferret out your footsteps
along the turbulent trail
I clamber to the summit
of perilous mounts
I could have sworn
(cursed prodigiously!)
were foothills which
barely broke my sweat.
there are serpents
camouflaged as flower stems
they struck at me
when I stopped to smell
ah, the roses!
as they invite us all to do.
winded,
eyes dust-caked
I stumble upon it
the X-marked spot
that place
that unites and divides us
no treasure here
you rubbed and rubbed
with spit and pencil stub.
it is blurred around the edges –
the twisted-tined fork
in your back road
that haunts you
as it ill-defines
you
contemptible or vile.
I have arrived
at the close
vaudevillian excursion
phenomenological circumnavigation
manifest and destiny
obscured
I tug your boots
from barking dogs
massage blistered
tenderfoot
contemplate chipped varnish
adorning well-mouthed toes.
do you not see her?
the cowering fawn
peering cautious and doe eyed
behind flippant bang flips
biting back her fears
with her insolent lip.
she watches you
ancient soul
reading your exigencies
with survivor fluency
belied by halting
rhetorical cadence
do you not know her?
the ravenous infant
who suckles greedily
at the toxic teat
of counterfeit conceit
bloating on the surfeit
distended lies and
dismembered truth.
she masters you
the precocious conjurer
who spins chimerical yarns
as Van Gogh paints Poe
renders you heroine
victim of self-inflicted villainy
sutures your hara-kiri wounds
do you not hear her?
the rhythmic rocking
to her heartsick keening
the illegible lamentation
scrawled in bloodied
chicken scratch
writ literary boldface
in every listless shrug
and hangdog
‘I don’t care’
she echoes you
parroting perverse
perseverations
preening for the
mirror, mirror
who’s the mommy dearest
hanging malignant mercury
poisoning her future
Trees’ barely perceptible de-greening Ebb of verdant vibrancy Lushness incrementally drains Life leeches slowly from limbs Silent yellowing testimony Dry with season’s perpetual march Toward exhibitionist flame-out Grandiose flamboyant finale Ritualistic disrobing For season’s hibernation Year’s end suspended animation |
I am salt of the earth
caked in tracks of the tears
wept by oceans
upon weary shores.
I am granualized granite
lodged as fungal spores
between the toes
and among the souls
of all who trespass
here. doting dowagers
crinkle their noses wrinkled
when I stick
beyond the brushing off.
I am powdered moondust
residue of a resurrection
silvering towheaded
locks of touted toddlers.
crushed, vaporized
or trod upon
I glitter on
(Aurora Phoenix)
Your Urgency Pierced My Marrow
with vanilla milquetoast
pleadings
you spun a web
the envy of Arachne
smeared in syrupy cajolery –
I supped on hand-dipped flattery
your urgency pierced my marrow with flim flam
(Kindra)
Dilly Dalliance Bound Me
Lavender dipped
indulgent tongue
dripped incantations,
salacious songs—
your abuse was tender
dilly dalliance bound me with feathers
(Sarah)
The Honey You Gave
Those words were sweet as honey and I drank them down like they were all for me. I fell for each one. But slowly, beneath my rose-covered eyes, they soured.
And, piece by piece, you took all you wanted from me.
(My Valiant Soul)
Your Hands Are Stiff Wire
Cinnamon sticks plummeting
screeching lullaby with love and hunger,
A spasm spews on the back of an ant
The circle of disgust and disgust
My legs are broken, my arms are missing
yellow stingy archaic cry
Ruffling touch,
You disappear like a swollen pollen grain
As I chop my hair, chop the hideous you.
(1WiseWoman)
Lies and Propaganda
Anything goes, according to your arrogant agenda
Gaslight fueled, devotion fooled
Poisonous thirst for possession
And domination obsession
Believing exemption from
Sugar coated sin
As long as you win
Sticks and stones broke my bones, your lies and propaganda broke my spirit
(Christine)
No Longer Your Canvas
I throw out the bouquet of violets, salvia, red roses
you lay in empty contrition on our sheets of white linen
where I nurse the most recent bruises you have drawn with your fists
once you are gone, I adorn myself in essential oils
bittersweet for truth
thyme for strength
rosemary for remembrance
though my left eye may be swollen shut
I have never seen more clearly
than I do as I walk out the door, hidden suitcases in hand
I will no longer be the canvas for your unholy rage
I scuttled under the shelter
of your callused palm
from a world coarser still.
I huddle within
the shell of your touch.
whorls of embrace
ward off predatory
claws while calamitous
downpours
run off my back.
no fenestrated gazebo
is more elegant shelter
than barnacle encrusted
briny whole hull
of you.
(art by Catalin Precup)
the starvation of a nation
growls
palpable and pulsating
in direct proportion
to gelatinous girths
and hours marinating
in the blue-ing mind-suck
glow
of that tube.
the one that tells you
(while it sells you)
of your fortune to be found
in the loss of every pound
that was packed on
in the purchase
hook, line and sinker
of the pre-packaged packaging.
sport this brand
name of fallacious
phantasmagoric fantasy
and watch your worth soar
while doubts dissipate
dissolved in hydrochloric
as you consume.
consume
Narnian nirvana
flash fried with your drive thru
once upon a dinner.
consume
reality pureed and spoon fed
in an internet WiFi IV
drip, drip, drip.
consume
encapsulated hypocrisy
gastronomic gall
panacea, poison or placebo
pop another pill.
the depravity of deprivation
endemic epistemic
epidemic
slurps Kant
with cream and sugar
throws back Locke in a jello shot
2 for a dollar
on the value menu
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Smeared butter knife slathers
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Deliciously soaking the sky
Inviting hungry eyes
Lick the day good night.
Aurora Phoenix is a wordsmithing oxymoron. Staid suburbanite cloaks a badass warrior wielding weapon grade phrases. Read more of her confabulations at Insights from “Inside.”